février 2010
i hate girls.
i hate being a girl.
fml
is deteriorating.
she’s scared of the room she use to practically live in.
she looks around like there are monsters in all the corners, and shakes uncontrollably.
i fear for her sanity.
and im tired of her living in my room.
i feel like i get absolutely no rest these days.
i’m in school from 8-3(sometimes 5) on weekdays
then on weekends elizabeth comes over and we stay up late and watch random movies.
me being awesome, i always wake up BEFORE 9am.
what a bitch
ugh life why do you hate me so
alas another useless holiday
except this one is used for sex
hurray, another reason for people to spread unwanted diseases.
i hate this “holiday”
i have blood today at school
red cross came in and it was my first donation!
but
they couldn’t find my bloody vein and i’ve got a huge bruise
and when they did find it, it wouldn’t give up the blood so i had to squeeze the ball while they propped up my legs and shoulder, so now my muscle is all tense and it hurts like really really bad and won’t loosen up
bummer
sometimes i do so dislike being a junior in high school
it means i have to take pointless tests
think about my future
and worst of all
grow up
i just realized for the bajillionth time..
im really boring
i don’t see how people can stand to hang out with me
they say im funny and fun and exciting
but they are total liars lqtm
im boring as fuck