février 2010
17 billets
title?
snow/ice has been piling up
no school monday
been absent cause someone was over
kinda…sad?
whatever i guess
janvier 2010
50 billets
What can brown do for you?
tomorrow is a snow day, i couldn’t ask for more!
i’ve been so miserable lately
i recently started my period so im in ugh mode
everything annoys me i get angry fast im always tired constant pain radiating from my waist down
i feel so fucked up right now you just don’t know
in other news
i applied for a job at the UPS store, hopefully i can get it and hopefully i won’t...
the bathroom
i fear im going to spend half my life sittin in a bathroom.
if i’m not sick from a night of heavy drinking i’ll probably be peeing
i seem to have to pee every 5 minutes or so and honestly that’ll make life rather difficult not to mention quite bland
or maybe i’ll just put a toilet in every room of my house?
wouldn’t that be awesome!?
90's
ah the 90’s i miss you so!
best years of my life (even though there were only 7) i miss the shows
lately i’ve been listening to 90s music and thinkin about how i miss watching daria!
i remember a few years back i was hangin with my friend kayla, she’s like 20 something and we were just chillin talkin about shows and she’s like “dee..you remind me of daria...
home
wow im finally home!
i missed home, more than i thought it would chicago made me feel dirty, when i touched something i felt the need to sanitize. when i got into town i was like “dad..i missed it here, it’s so clean..i FEEL clean”
he laughed and agreed with me
the north is gross.
man i don’t know what’s up with it. i think it’s that im in a senior class and not graduating like everyone else, but i totally feel shut out from everyone. i don’t want to talk to anybody.
i fear im getting dangerously close to that point where i don’t want to have friends anymore
i love tim and emily though <3 even if i stopped having other friends i...
weight loss
well just cause i trust you guys <3
i’m 17 years old and at the beginning of my diet i weighed 208 lbs (i know huge right)
once a week until june 1st i will be weighing in with my folks on mondays.
we started last monday and today we weighed
my goal wait is about..eh 140, think i can get that in 6 months?
today with the first week over, i lost 5 pounds.
203
omg
so wow, i’ve been gone since wednesday!
no internet for the lose
so i had a snow day (iceday) on friday also, and i hung out with elizabeth then i had school today so yea
the highlight of my day was running from emma, getting my backpack pulled, sliding it off and tripping to end up on the ground almost hitting my head on a metal door, i know. fabulous.
battle wounds: skinned knee, hurt...
snow day!
lol snow day tomorrow! how exciting.
2 days of school then none, then one day of school, then 2 days out, then 3 days of school and 4 days out for me. word up yo
can’t wait for chicago, see muh bro woo
ah school, we meet again
so school started back today
longest day of my life…ever
i even got homework from my math teacher! hopefully the weather will turn for the worst and it’ll snow wednesday night and i won’t have to go to school thursday..i know im already going to be missing thursday and friday next week for the chicago trip to see my brother…but it won’t be counted as an absence if...
Clouds
my bed-sheet has clouds on it.
i like to say it helps me achieve my goal to keep my “head in the clouds”
truth is..with my head in the clouds i feel at home, i love dreaming. day or night. the idea of doing something..more. i know i’ll probably never add up to anything, but in the clouds i’m..queen of the world, a mighty warrior in the old times, a skilled and practiced...
bursting randomly into song
” oh thank you dear for everything you’ve done for me
even though you’ve made it clear we weren’t meant to be.
my heart it aches for all the love i feel for you
and there is nothing you can do. “
i'm not happy here.
i have got to get out of here, leave this place i am. i don’t know what i’m still doing here. it’s just…too much i guess. some of my friends are abusive, physically and mentally, some take advantage of the friendship all together. i just wanna go somewhere where i don’t know anybody, someplace…new. then i wouldn’t have to deal with all this friendship...